As much as I enjoyed going to that do last night, it kinda proved to myself how socially awkward and extremely unconfident I am with talking to new people, let alone trying to talk to lasses. And then it suuuucks having a best friend who has the ability to just talk for days and able to talk to anyone. Mainly because I’m just sat there thinking my life would be a hell of a lot easier if I could do that.
Tbf, my self-confidence is at an all time low, I mean sure I feel good about myself physically now with losing weight but it’s just hard to try and even build up my confidence nowadays. Hopefully it’ll at least grow a bit but for now it’s more focussing on my body then I’ll get round to sorting out the rest of my life